Down. That's the only word I can describe my current feelings.
Disappointment. That's the only feeling I have towards myself.
Change. That's the only thing I am thinking of, but not knowing how to do so...
Alone. That's the consequence if I do not change.
Situation: I always know that I am one who will easily hurt people's feeling as sometimes I do not think before I act....or even if I've put on my thinking cap, I will still not know what's right or wrong. That's bad, as we're all living in a world connected to each other.
I really do appreciate every single friend, family who pointed this out to me. I truly want to apologize to those whom I have hurt before. Please believe that I never have bad intentions to hurt anyone.
Thank you to those who understands me, as someone who is true to myself and not hide. Act when I feel it's right (yes, when I, me, myself feel it's right...not knowing what others will think of me).
Sometimes I regret. Sometimes I do not know what's the consequence. Sometimes I need to bear the consequences.
I want to change to a lovable person, and know what to say at the right time, to the right person. People do ask me, are you in communication studies. Yes, I am. But I do not know how to communicate well to people....
I failed, how to change?
Disappointment. That's the only feeling I have towards myself.
Change. That's the only thing I am thinking of, but not knowing how to do so...
Alone. That's the consequence if I do not change.
Situation: I always know that I am one who will easily hurt people's feeling as sometimes I do not think before I act....or even if I've put on my thinking cap, I will still not know what's right or wrong. That's bad, as we're all living in a world connected to each other.
I really do appreciate every single friend, family who pointed this out to me. I truly want to apologize to those whom I have hurt before. Please believe that I never have bad intentions to hurt anyone.
Thank you to those who understands me, as someone who is true to myself and not hide. Act when I feel it's right (yes, when I, me, myself feel it's right...not knowing what others will think of me).
Sometimes I regret. Sometimes I do not know what's the consequence. Sometimes I need to bear the consequences.
I want to change to a lovable person, and know what to say at the right time, to the right person. People do ask me, are you in communication studies. Yes, I am. But I do not know how to communicate well to people....
I failed, how to change?
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